Saturday, April 3, 2010
31.3.2010... finally....=)
i should upload this post on wednesday but unfortunately my laptop not with me... hehe.. anyways, just wanna say that finally i started my class again on this day... after so many months (or almost half a year) of staying at home... resting and recovering, finally im able to go back my college on this day.. hehehe..XD and guess what... this day was my first day went back to college and attended my class but right after my class, i already went to shopping with my ji muix!! lolx..(typical college student life) haha.. but we seldom go shopping de la.. today just wanna go relax abit.. and again, fianlly im able to go out and hang around with my ji muix..=) im so happy!! i still remember last few months ago, yin ying, pei ni and sieu shean together drove all the way down from kk to hospital to visit me... and then 3 of them brought so many foods for me... haha..XD yy bought famous amos cookies (my favourite..XD), pei ni brought fruits and shean brought pati ayam (izit spell like this?), "god patung" and love letter lolx..... that time i asked myself:" when only i can stand up and walk like normal people again so that i can go out with them again?? when??.." haha...XD now, after so many hard times, so many times of failure, finally i can do it!!! and i really wanna thx to my family and my ji muix... thx for all the mental support that u guys given to me.. arigator!!! im confident that the old strong like cow punya yoke ling will come back soon!!!... tunggu me!!! hahaha..XD
Saturday, January 9, 2010
2.2.2010.....
i'm waiting for this date..... an important day for me and my whole family...=( hope can hear gud news on this day... really really really hope it... please... whatever god... just hope YOU will be a little kind to my family... YOU suffer me enough.. don't try to make any of my family suffer again please!!!...T.T
Thursday, December 10, 2009
something to say..............
已经三个月没写东西了。。。 我在忙什么？？ 哈。。 我进了医院差不多两个月咯。。T.T 开开心心出了院谁知道又再进院。。 现在总算可以坐在家里休息一下。。哈哈！！ 在这三个月里，我的病真的让我醒悟了很多事情。说真的，这个病对我来说真的有好也有坏。。怀的当然是令我很不方便。。我的脚和手都很弱，很没有力。。好的，便是让我知道无论发生什么事，家人永远都是最好的。。=）其实我真的想过很多次要放弃，可能有些人会觉得我时常都说想放弃，他们也无奈了，听厌了。。。刚开始可能我会介意为什么他们不理我？？不过现在我不管了！！因为真真让我撑下去的理由是我的家人和我的一班好姐妹还有好朋友！！
我住了这么久的医院，我的妈妈便跟我一起住多久。。她一直都陪着我照顾我。。她睡那椅子也睡得腰酸背疼了！！ 真的很担心她。。还有我的二姐，她特地请假两天从新山回来代替我妈妈照顾我然后又回去。。她在这里的两天我真的很开心！！虽然我们没做什么特别的事情，不过我有那种过回以前的生活。。很舒服很自在。。=）他们一直都没放弃过我，所以我一定要振作！！一定要好起来！！。。。
还有我的一班好姐妹。。她们差不多每个星期都会来医院看我一次。。在医院里用轮椅推我去走走。。谈谈天，说说笑。。=） 她们从一开始便鼓励我。。就算我的情绪多差也没放弃我。。。=） 这一次我的病真的让我们的感情更加深厚，也让我知道了谁是我永远的好朋友。。。谁是无论发生什么事也会在我身边的好朋友。。。=）
还有一班好朋友。。。他们虽然不是认识我很久，不过他们也是有关心我，鼓励我。。 我也很想对他们说声谢谢。。=）
i have something to say....
my disease might take away something from me which is my health...
i can't move around freely just like normal teenagers and it also takes away my time which i spend with my friends...
but............
it gave something to me too...
because of my disease, i realized that who are the most important to me in this world...
i realized that how important to have a healthy body...
i have learnt to think positively no matter what happen and it's the time i have to be more mature!! everything also depends on myself especially my recovery...
i'm the only 1 who can help myself to fully recover...
so......... wong yoke ling, try your best to change yourself!! =)
我住了这么久的医院，我的妈妈便跟我一起住多久。。她一直都陪着我照顾我。。她睡那椅子也睡得腰酸背疼了！！ 真的很担心她。。还有我的二姐，她特地请假两天从新山回来代替我妈妈照顾我然后又回去。。她在这里的两天我真的很开心！！虽然我们没做什么特别的事情，不过我有那种过回以前的生活。。很舒服很自在。。=）他们一直都没放弃过我，所以我一定要振作！！一定要好起来！！。。。
还有我的一班好姐妹。。她们差不多每个星期都会来医院看我一次。。在医院里用轮椅推我去走走。。谈谈天，说说笑。。=） 她们从一开始便鼓励我。。就算我的情绪多差也没放弃我。。。=） 这一次我的病真的让我们的感情更加深厚，也让我知道了谁是我永远的好朋友。。。谁是无论发生什么事也会在我身边的好朋友。。。=）
还有一班好朋友。。。他们虽然不是认识我很久，不过他们也是有关心我，鼓励我。。 我也很想对他们说声谢谢。。=）
i have something to say....
my disease might take away something from me which is my health...
i can't move around freely just like normal teenagers and it also takes away my time which i spend with my friends...
but............
it gave something to me too...
because of my disease, i realized that who are the most important to me in this world...
i realized that how important to have a healthy body...
i have learnt to think positively no matter what happen and it's the time i have to be more mature!! everything also depends on myself especially my recovery...
i'm the only 1 who can help myself to fully recover...
so......... wong yoke ling, try your best to change yourself!! =)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
friends...^^
as i said before this.. i got a feeling i will be not able to spend time with my friends soon.. and that's true... now my situation get worst already.. very inconvenient to go out with friends..T.T haih... sometimes i do feel 'zhi bei' and paiseh for keep asking help from friends... though they are kind enough to help me but just feel paiseh..T.T but after that day went to sing k with my ji muix and secondary school friends.. i really got the feeling of touch... haha.. mayb we have been knew each other for so many years, i not really got the feeling of zhi bei and paiseh to ask help from them..=)
yy...... i will not forget what u told me in msn... 'we are like ur family'.... though this sentence seem like quite simple for others but it is a powerful sentence for me.. yup.. we have been knew each other for quite many years.. and u all accompany me past almost every single difficulties.. without ur support, i think i can't alive until today... hehe..XD don't worry, i will try my best de..=) we gambate together!!
pn...... thx alot for lending me ur warm n strong arm when i need it!! it's really hard for me to climb staircase recently...T.T though just very short distance, but i feel very xin ku and i need very long time to finish it..=( but u all will not leave me behind and pei me walk slowly.. i really feel super happy and warm..=)
wy...... thx for giving me ur patience when im climbing up ur suzuki big car.. haha.. i still remember last time wy very care for safety de... after she open the car then will faster faster go in and lock the car.. haha.. for safety purpose ma.. i learn this from her..^^ but now she will say..'slowly slowly.. no rush..' haha..XD somemore when i can't go in the car because the space too small for me then she will reverse out first only let me slowly go in.. may be all these thing would be very small matter for other people but for me, it's really warm and it shows that they really care for me..T.T they will always by my side when i need help.. i can feel that..........." do not hesitate to ask help" from them.. hahaha..XD
not forgetting... i wanna thx to huei teng and wei ying too..^^ u both r really my secondary friends!! though u both dunno anything about my situation, but wihtout asking, u both just know that i need help and immediately lend me ur warm hand.. haha.. really my old friends!! lolx..
by spending time and going out with them, i no need to worry about anything.. when i say that..."shit!! the chair at there very low!! i sked i can't stand up!" then u all will say.."no problem la.. we help u ma can lo.." haha..XD
really thx alot friends!!! U ALL JUST LIKE MY FAMILY!! I MISS U GIRLS ALOT!!..T.T
yy...... i will not forget what u told me in msn... 'we are like ur family'.... though this sentence seem like quite simple for others but it is a powerful sentence for me.. yup.. we have been knew each other for quite many years.. and u all accompany me past almost every single difficulties.. without ur support, i think i can't alive until today... hehe..XD don't worry, i will try my best de..=) we gambate together!!
pn...... thx alot for lending me ur warm n strong arm when i need it!! it's really hard for me to climb staircase recently...T.T though just very short distance, but i feel very xin ku and i need very long time to finish it..=( but u all will not leave me behind and pei me walk slowly.. i really feel super happy and warm..=)
wy...... thx for giving me ur patience when im climbing up ur suzuki big car.. haha.. i still remember last time wy very care for safety de... after she open the car then will faster faster go in and lock the car.. haha.. for safety purpose ma.. i learn this from her..^^ but now she will say..'slowly slowly.. no rush..' haha..XD somemore when i can't go in the car because the space too small for me then she will reverse out first only let me slowly go in.. may be all these thing would be very small matter for other people but for me, it's really warm and it shows that they really care for me..T.T they will always by my side when i need help.. i can feel that..........." do not hesitate to ask help" from them.. hahaha..XD
not forgetting... i wanna thx to huei teng and wei ying too..^^ u both r really my secondary friends!! though u both dunno anything about my situation, but wihtout asking, u both just know that i need help and immediately lend me ur warm hand.. haha.. really my old friends!! lolx..
by spending time and going out with them, i no need to worry about anything.. when i say that..."shit!! the chair at there very low!! i sked i can't stand up!" then u all will say.."no problem la.. we help u ma can lo.." haha..XD
really thx alot friends!!! U ALL JUST LIKE MY FAMILY!! I MISS U GIRLS ALOT!!..T.T
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
永远在心中
this post is specially dedicated for natalie, hui ern and lei ying..=)
她们是谁？？她们是我在college认识的好朋友。不知不觉我已经开学五个月了。。在这五个月里，其实除了读书的压力，我觉得最辛苦最不开心的事情是我的病带给我的不方便。它真的影响很多我的日常生活。我的脚啊。。手啊。。我真的觉得很辛苦很累了。。。=（ 不过，也因为我的病，让我认识了一班好朋友。我真的很感激她们。。她们真的帮了我很多！！特别是natalie 和 hui ern。。 她们是我的同班同学。。无论在班里面或出去吃东西，我们都是在一起的。我想大家都能想像得到我有多依赖她们吧。。哈哈。。有时我也觉得蛮不好意识的。因为她们真的帮了我很多很多。。。变成她们好像我的阿四！！哈哈。。时常帮我拿这个拿那个。。不过，说真的。。。我真的很感激你们。。谢了，朋友！！ =） 在这个时候，我真的不能帮你们做些什么。。不过，我答应你们，我一定会尽量让自己好起来的。。等我好了过后，我一定会做回你们的阿四！！ 哈哈。。 natalie，改天我们一起去shopping，你的战利品就让我来拿吧。。=) hui ern,你时常都拿着一堆书的。。我知道你的muscle不是假的。。可是改天你就休息一下吧，让我来帮你拿一些。。=） lei ying,虽然你不是跟我同班的，但我也很谢谢你在我需要人陪我，听我倾诉的时候，你都很乐意地陪我。。而且我每次都很喜欢在三更半夜才找你。。哈哈！！sorry for disturbing ur sweet dream..T.T 不过，说真的，真的真的谢了。。=） 改天轮到我做回你的阿四吧。。哈哈哈。。。我能帮你做什么？？ 哈，我也不知道。。我帮你拿你的包包吧。。请你吃东西当你穷的时候。。哈哈！！
but seriously... i'm really appreciate it.. thx for lending me ur warm hand when i really need help.. what u al have done for me, everything will be kept in my heart forever.. thx alot, frens!!!...=)
and... of cause there is also another batch of frens will forever stay in my heart... yy, pn, pi, ss, wy n cf... whenever i feel not happy or down, i also still got abit feel lucky because my sickness has brought me one of the most valuable thing in the world................. true friendship...=）
她们是谁？？她们是我在college认识的好朋友。不知不觉我已经开学五个月了。。在这五个月里，其实除了读书的压力，我觉得最辛苦最不开心的事情是我的病带给我的不方便。它真的影响很多我的日常生活。我的脚啊。。手啊。。我真的觉得很辛苦很累了。。。=（ 不过，也因为我的病，让我认识了一班好朋友。我真的很感激她们。。她们真的帮了我很多！！特别是natalie 和 hui ern。。 她们是我的同班同学。。无论在班里面或出去吃东西，我们都是在一起的。我想大家都能想像得到我有多依赖她们吧。。哈哈。。有时我也觉得蛮不好意识的。因为她们真的帮了我很多很多。。。变成她们好像我的阿四！！哈哈。。时常帮我拿这个拿那个。。不过，说真的。。。我真的很感激你们。。谢了，朋友！！ =） 在这个时候，我真的不能帮你们做些什么。。不过，我答应你们，我一定会尽量让自己好起来的。。等我好了过后，我一定会做回你们的阿四！！ 哈哈。。 natalie，改天我们一起去shopping，你的战利品就让我来拿吧。。=) hui ern,你时常都拿着一堆书的。。我知道你的muscle不是假的。。可是改天你就休息一下吧，让我来帮你拿一些。。=） lei ying,虽然你不是跟我同班的，但我也很谢谢你在我需要人陪我，听我倾诉的时候，你都很乐意地陪我。。而且我每次都很喜欢在三更半夜才找你。。哈哈！！sorry for disturbing ur sweet dream..T.T 不过，说真的，真的真的谢了。。=） 改天轮到我做回你的阿四吧。。哈哈哈。。。我能帮你做什么？？ 哈，我也不知道。。我帮你拿你的包包吧。。请你吃东西当你穷的时候。。哈哈！！
but seriously... i'm really appreciate it.. thx for lending me ur warm hand when i really need help.. what u al have done for me, everything will be kept in my heart forever.. thx alot, frens!!!...=)
and... of cause there is also another batch of frens will forever stay in my heart... yy, pn, pi, ss, wy n cf... whenever i feel not happy or down, i also still got abit feel lucky because my sickness has brought me one of the most valuable thing in the world................. true friendship...=）
Sunday, August 23, 2009
speechless......T.T
i'm really speechless.... just now i can felt that my heart damn pain til i cant speak a single word...T.T it's just like a knife cutting my heart... why?? why always like that??.. i just hope that she will understand me only.. but i know that she forever wont...T.T i really speechless in this situation... heartbroken...=(
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