如果我变成回忆

recently i'm listening to this song and i love this song!! i like the meaning of this song.. we must appreciate what we have now and do not wait until everything becomes memories... i strongly agree this... everytime when i'm listening this song, it reminds me of my second sis.. i miss her so much.. last time when she was still staying with me, we always argue with each other.. because both of us also hot tempered.. i even tried b4 ran away from my house at midnight after quarrel with my sis.. but she is still my sis who i miss alot!!! haih.. i got 2 sis and 1 bro.. but my second sis is the closest to me among my siblings.. she is the one who take care of me when i was still a small baby.. last time my parents were busy working.. i still rmb when i was still a baby, still don't know say a single word, i keep on crying and of cause my sis don't know what i want as i don't know how to answer her.. she tried everything to make me stop crying but failed.. at last she gave up and just simply played a song(peng you by grasshopper) and i really stop crying!! lolx.. mayb because the beginning of this song got baby's voice.. hahaha..XD then when i was studying at primary school, got 1 time i came bc home with my both legs bleeding! coz i fell down during pj... then that time my sis still haven't own a car.. my parents haven't come back home yet and my house left a bicycle.. so no choice.. my sis ride bicycle and fetch me to the nearby clinic.. that time i was a super fatty!! my body size round like a ball!! haha.. and my sis thin like bamboo!! i really can't imagine how my sis was able to fetch me by riding a bicyle!! lolx.. then when teenager stage, when i was down, not happy and whole day didn't speak a single word, my sis and my bro in law will realize something happened and keep ask me what happen? who make me angry?? 'sat lun' izit?? lolx.. i will never tell my family anything happen to me outside.. so sure i will tell them nothing!! then they also won't ask me again but they will bring me go summit play pool, play dance machine, play daytona.... they just wanna cheer me up.. i really miss those moments we went out til late night and came in home quietly don't want let my parents know.. haha..XD and now i will appreciate what i have now... my parents, my frens, especially my ji muix... as i told yy and pn.. i don't know why i got a feeling i will be not able to spend time with my ji muix and hang out with them soon..T.T i feel like the time that i'm able to go here and there with my ji muix is becoming shorter and shorter... i know i'm silly..T.T but i just got this feeling..=( that's why now i'm trying my best to not skip any gathering and chance to meet up with them.. i will appreciate what i have now... 珍惜眼前人。。别等到一切都变成回忆。。

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