23rd & 25th may...=)

hoho~~ i got few 'tunggakan' haven't post!! lolx...

start with 23rd may..... scholarship ceremony at my college.. as usual da ceremony was delayed... haha..XD suppose to be 9a.m start but they started around 10+a.m.. lolx.. here are some photos..^^

me & shean...^^

blackie & whitie... lolx

okok... turn the attention to 23rd may night.. haha... i went to pyramid with pei ni...^^ we went there to pre order NIC TEO's album.. kaka!! after that we went to sakae sushi to have our dinner... at first we thought after dinner we will go hang gai gai but by the time we finish our dinner is already 9p.m...!! so we decided to continue our 2nd round of food... ice monster... then we around 10p.m finish it and again....... 3rd round of food!! lolx... we went to station 1 for supper!! hahaha...XD

sakae sushi!!

half finish ice monster..XD

ss15 station 1...^^

okok... let's talk about 25 may..... i rebound my hair again... yes... i'm happy that my hair straight already!! hoho~~ but the problem is the auntie again cut my fringe til too short la..!..T.T i tak biasa..><.. feel like nerd nerd d!!..T.T

dunno how long it takes to grow back tis length??..=(

update~~

haha... it's kinda long time never update my blog... same reason la..... LAZY!! and got so many exams this few weeks..T.T last 2 weeks ago just finish my progress test 2 then friday ngam ngam finish my mock exam..! phew~~ finally can rest a while since my final exam is on 13 june.. keke=) well.. yesterday after i finish my mock exam then i went to pyramid with my college frens.. thx to jian hua who became our driver and fetch us there...^^ then we ate sushi king as our lunch and watch movie.. ohya.. thx to shi khai too for belanja us pop corns.. hehe!! night at the muzuem 2... it's a funny movie!! hahaha..XD at night everything in da muzuem will become alive!! dynosour... monkey... elephant... cowboy... then somemore got ROME army and suddenly cartoon character and the robot in star war also pop out in the movie.. haha..XD after movie then i have to go kumon work again!! sobs.. so tired..T.T but nvm la since i was already late to work.. kaka..! suppose 5p.m but i reach there ard 7.30p.m.. kakaka..XD tmr evening going pyramid again with pei ni..^^ wanna go popular pre order NIC TEO's album... wakakaz..! then sun bian go hang gai gai a while release stress... then wanna go cari makan too..^^ must find smth nice to eat.. keke..!! but dunno why got abit feel sad..=( becoz actually me and peini planned to ask more ppl out and go together de.. but most of them also not free.. haih.. i feel sad not because of they can't come out but feel like nowadays most of my frens also started busy with their studies d..T.T the chance we really get to meet each other is becoming smaller and smaller..T.T really miss those time we everyday also can meet each other at school.. sit down chit chat and tease each other!!! haha.. and everyone of us also doin the same hw... not like now everyone also doin different hw.. some busy with mountains of assignments.. some busy with school hw.. i mean those form6 school hw.. haha...XD i got the feeling of being alone again!!.. haih.. i really hate this feeling.. but what to do?? can't blame anyone la coz everyone also busy ma... includng me.. i understand de.. but everytime i just can't control my own feeling...T.T because i'm a person that easily get affected by my feeling?? may be..O.o keke..XD anything la... as what shean said.. HANG ON!! keke..^^

i'm not as tough as u think...T.T

yes.. i'm not as tough as u think... tue i quarrel with my dad... and this made me think back alot of my sad memories since last year..T.T i started to think that am i as tough as i thought?? i don't know... may be my friends' impression on me is..."yoke ling is a tough girl.. last year the big problem happened to her but she still able to keep everything in herself until the last min only broke down in front of her best friends.." yes.. before this i had the same thought as my friends.. but now i feel that i'm not as tough as u think.. i really feel tired..=( i don't want to think about anything anymore!! my brain need rest... may be abit of alcohol could help...T.T i don't want to be sedar diri..T.T my life since the day i was born until my primary school is just perfect.. i felt that i was so lucky as i have a happy family.. no worry on my health.. last time i was glad that i always have my second sis... she always be my side and support me.. if i'm not in good mood, without knowing that what actually happen on me, then she will just try to help me destress myself.. but now everything is different..=( i have to face everything by myself.. i need to find my way to destress myself.. when i need someone to help me, actually nobody knows that...T.T now only i realize the importance of siblings... haih.. but i know that my sis was forced to leave me.. she also don't hope that actually.. so after she left me, i told myself.. i must be tough from this moment... i can't let my mum and sis to worry about me... that's why after my sis left this home, i never drop a single tear before and try to show my tough face in front of my mum... until the day i broke down at school..T.T fine... after that i wipe off my tears and continue my life... i told myself that i can do it!! i'm tough!! but why god can't just pity me abit and set my life as simple as it could be?? muscle problem came again and even more serious than last time...T.T family's problem.. then relationships problem... yes.. i really want to be tough but how many times i need to tell myself that i'm tough then wipe off my tears and continue my life again?? i'm just a normal human being and i will feel tired too...T.T haih... just now i read shean's blog and actually she facing the same problem as me this whole week.. i left a msg in shean's cbox and hope could help her abit.. but i know that actually my support is not that good and not really could help her because i'm facing the same problem and this problem has been in my heart since last year.. just like a question and answer.. but i still couldn't find the answer for this question...T.T i really need someone who really understand me and support me.. but who could help me?? who will be the 'someone'?? i don't know..=( may be nobody could be the 'someone' except my second sis because only siblings willing to sacrifice their everything and able to spend all their time with u when u are down and need help.. now inside my heart got alot "i don't know"........=(

happy mother's day...^^

haha... this year mother's day only got me, my dad and my little nephew celebrate with my mum... becoz both my sis also not around... haih... but nvm la.. as long as they got heart then can already la.. keke..^^ luckily i got my salary for this month already... hehe.. so now i got money to celebrate with my mum.. i bought a cake for mum without letting her know.. lolx.. but got 'cun bo' anot then i don't know la... kakaka... may be my mum just pretend don't know..=p ops.. haven't tell i bought what cake.. it's mango lychee cake from bread basket..^^ my mum like this cake very much!! everytime we purposely went there just to eat the cake but they don't have..T.T so i decided to order it few days ago then today i go take only.. hehe!! funny la that day when i ordering the cake coz i accidentally let my mum saw the auntie there passed me the receipt.. ish...>< then my mum asked me wat i buy?? then i told my mum that the auntie offer me a part time job at there..^^ but actually they have alot of waiters already!! haha..>< i also planned to bring my mum go eat 'dim sum' this monday morning.. go 'lan hua yuan' eat.. that's why i said luckily i got my salary already.. haha..XD who asks me so pandai spend money?? actually it's my idea too..^^ nvm la.. as long as my mum happy then anything also no prob la..^^ without my mum i can't come to this world... and i can't experienced so many things.. even can't meet my 6 best sis and all my beloved friends.. keke!! though there are still some unhappy experiences in my life too...T.T but who didn't experience that before?? sure everyone got same experience as me except my health problem.. hehe but i'm still glad that my mum brought me to this world...^^
MI ar~~ though sometimes i really feel like u got abit 'cheong hei' but i know that u are care for me thats why u will be 'cheong hei'...XD and don't worry... after i come out work d sure i will jaga u back de...^^



with you.....
i no need to worry about my daily tasks...



with you.....
i no need to worry about my financial problems...XD



with you.....
i no need scared of any cheating as you'll protect me...



with you.....
i'm able to fill up myself with knowledge...



with you.....
i'm able to come to this world and do whatever that i like to...



WITHOUT you.....
there are no starting point and therefore millions of impossible in my life...



THX MUMMY!!! i can't give u anything special now but i know that the most valuable present that u hope to receive from me is i get good result and graduate from my tertiary study... keke..^^ don't worry.. i will try all my best to not disappoint u..... i love you mi~~~...^^
















the cake... paiseh... i 4got to take the photo
before my mum cut the cake...XD





















my little nephew~~ am i cute??...=p

HAPPY!!!!...^^

i was so happy just now!! when pn in facebook told me that "cf not goin kedah d" i terus go msn change my personal message...! hahaha..XD don't know why just feel super duper happy when i know that my sis is not moving further away from us...! keke... may b she is goin oversea which is even further.... but as pn said... oversea is better than kedah.. by the way, cf is not goin right now also la... 2 years later... keke!! so............ let's enjoy this 2 years sis!! wakakaz... this year cf can celebrate shean, pn, yy and my birthday together again!!! keke..^^ just feel happy and excited!! yipee~~

tagged by chay fhun

1. Besides your mouth, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks, maybe.

2. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Not really.. becoz i got exam today n feel sleepy..

3. How about now?
Dunno... ok ok la..XD

4. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
yup.. becoz candy helps me to stay awake especially in class..=p

5. Who was the last person you ate with?
My parents..

6. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
Nope.. i'm studying account.. haha

7. Kiss on the first date?
It depends.

8. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
I can't eat chicken and steak too..T.T

9. What were you doing at 10 am?
Having my break at college after my progress test..

10. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
Maybe..? let my friends answer this que la..XD

11. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
crysanthemum tea...

12. How old will you be in 10 months?
18 years old... officially can watch 18sg movie d...!^^V

13. Who was the last person to text you?
dunno wor... forgot..

14. What month is your birthday in?
December.. late baby... keke

15. Can you live a day without TV?
Maybe.. i still got laptop.. keke

16. When was the last time you saw your dad?
Around 1 hour ago.

17. How many pets do you have?
According to my mum.. i can't even take care myself properly.. how to take care pet?? haha

18. Are you a female or a male?
FEMALE.

19. Do you prefer shoes, socks or bare feet?
Bare feet at home.. sport shoes when i goin out..

20. What are you doing for your next birthday?
I don't know.. but i'm sure that i wanna celebrate with my 6 sistas together..XD

21. What are you thinking about right now?
Hope my dreams will come true..

22. Any plans for next weekend?
Haven't plan yet.. may be goin out yam cha with my college friends??

23. Do you smile a lot?
When I'm in a good mood.

24. When was the last time you cried and why?
Last month... hmmm.. dun wan mention here la..

25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury?
yupe.. i'm suffering from my muscle and skin problem.. izit that consider injury??

26. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Never think before..

27. Do you like flying or driving?
hmmm.. both...! haha..

28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
Huh? What is that?

29. What is your favourite thing to spend money on?
Anything that i like...=p

30. Do you wear any jewelry daily?
rings and bracelets?? yupe.. i'm wearing that daily..

31. Who got you the jewelry you're currently wearing?
my 6 best sistas and myself...XD

32. Who is the funniest person you know?
There's a few of them.. can't really list down all here..

33. How often do you remember your dreams?
Haha... i'm a forgetful person.. keke

my dearest sis... CHAY FHUN...

It's kinda long never update my blog... haha!! because of 'lazy-ness'!!..XD i spent my last saturday and sunday with my dearest sis...^^ last saturday night we had bbq farewell party at oncidium court... and sunday morning went to kheng's kopitiam ate breakfast with yy, pn, cf and wy... we also saw rachel and joyce there.. keke!!! i enjoy spending my time with my sis especially these 2 days.... because mostly this will be the last chance spending time with cf...T.T she decided to go kedah for her studies... i really mm she tak her... sobs... just now when cf's parents reach yy's house means cf got to go that time, my heart was super pain...T.T the feeling of mm she tak her become stronger and stronger... haih... why all my love one also have to leave?? my sis, my friends and now my best sis.... ish... sometimes i really feel like soon i will be alone...T.T last time i always have my sis and bro in law accompany me.. but they were forced to leave.. that time i really damn upset and sad because the first time i feel like i have to face everything alone and no one will help me.. i miss my sis who will share drinks with me, bring me to anywhere when i wanted to go.. my sis also is the one who helped me destress myself before or after my exam.. i still rmb we went to play pool and purposely drive all the way down to kl or oug just to eat the food that we feel like eating.. haha! crazy right?? haha!! thn followed by my love one... he is the first guy who able to make me control my temper and make me happy everyday.. but he also leave me alone now..T.T i accidentally hurt my hand and leg last week.. i really hope that he will sms me and comfort me or may be just ask for my condition.. i even hope may be he will help me to apply some medi on it... but i know it's 100% impossible!! ahem ahem... next topic la... cf and me had been in the same class since form 1 til form 5... i miss those time we went to school together... sit on the floor at tapak perhimpunan listen to the headmistress craping... study together in the class.. slp in the lab.. walked to the canteen and eat nasi lemak together..XD and the most happy 1, we gathered and chit chat together... we always pakat and tease pi together rite?? hahaha...XD though all these memories had past but i'm sure that it will not been deleted yet it'll stay in our heart forever... this is the magical of friendship between us.. keke..^^ CHAY FHUN ar~~~ u rmb take care at kedah le... bring "shoultex" (i dunno how to spell.. paiseh..XD), u know la.. sure the hygiene there super gud!! be careful dun kena denggi ar!! bring enough clothes and blanket lo... don't catch cold at there.. keke.. and rmb protect urself ar!! girls must always be careful... if got anyone bully u then sms me tell me!! i fly there chop that fellow!! kakaka..XD and if u got any problem or feel like wanna find someone talk to then just sms or call me k?? kl here got 6 phones are always get ready to receive ur call..^^ kla... i talked damn long already...! become ur grandma already.. i stop here lo...^^ take carex in everything and all the best ya..! GAMBATEH...^^

*gud luck to yy and pn in ur driving test again ya... keke!!